For a short file, only 31 minutes in length, Paralysis-Carnal Desires delivers an incredible punch. i became, unwillingly a desperately trapped victim of it’s power.
As i always do, i transferred the Session to my iTunes and set in in a playlist of one. All of my Goddess’s files are under the same album so, not putting it in a playlist would result in the next file automatically playing afterwards.
i put on my earphones and started to relax as Goddess’s Voice quickly guided me into a trance. Most of the time, on the first listening, i come out of trance at the sound of silence, not remembering much. In all cases i feel good, happy, knowing that some change has operated within me to better serve my Goddess.
This time however, i woke up to Her Voice. Somehow i knew that this was not the first listening. i realized that i had probably put the playlist on loop by mistake. No harm done i thought except that i couldn’t move a muscle. My whole body was immobile and felt like it weighted tons. The more i struggle to move, the more i felt like invisible restraints where exercising a counter-force ten times stronger. As i was still groggy from my trance and had nothing scheduled, i decided to relax and let Goddess’s Voice bring me down again.
As i began to emerge a second time, i realized that the paralysis was still affecting me. Again i tried to move but to no avail. i decided not to fight. The sensation was pleasing and engulfed me. Goddess’s Voice was soothing and caressed my mind. i quickly dropped down again.
When i emerge the third time, there was still no fighting the paralysis. At that point though i feared that most of my afternoon had gone by. i still couldn’t move and Goddess’s Voice was once more tempting me to follow Her into the downward spiral.
i used the logic that Goddess wouldn’t leave us defenseless and that in case of emergency our mind would permit us to exit the trance. It still took me a good 3 to 5 minutes before i was able to move enough to stop the Session. Looking at the clock, i had listen to the Session almost four times (a bit less then 2 hours).
i have since listened to the file again – making sure that in wasn’t looped this time 🙂
The trance is incredibly deep and i was able to better assimilate Goddess’s Programming. The Thoughts implanted through this Session are beautiful and are a structured guideline essential to better Obey and Serve Her. It is worth revisiting regularly.
As a personal experiment, one day, i will place this file on loop as i go to bed and see how long i can lay in its warm embrace.